A Night in the Library

 

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Part 1

Full Moon’s Light

 

Willow listened to the restless prowling of the imprisoned werewolf, safely locked in the book cage, with a heavy heart. 'Damn him,' she silently cursed as she listened to her love's mournful howl cutting through the quiet library. It was all that child's fault, one wayward bite and her soul-mate was condemned to this 'existence', she thought with disgust. She wasn't kidding herself, the moment her lover had been bitten, the moment the werewolf curse took effect, both of their lives were forever changed.

 

It broke her heart every time she had to lock away the other half of her soul, no matter how many times they told each other it was more than necessary. The lives of so many innocent people depended on the wolf not escaping and wreaking havoc on the unsuspecting town; the vampire population and other creatures of the night were more than enough.

 

Still, a part of her cried the entire night as she kept careful visual over the one person who ever saw her as more than the shy wallflower everyone else seemed to overlook.  It just wasn't fair, all they wanted was to be happy with each other, to have a normal relationship.  Wasn't it bad enough that they had to put up with Xander and his stupid jokes?  If she had to hear one more 'mutt' or 'bitch' comment she was certain she would stake him herself, no matter how hard Giles tried to talk her out of it. The thought of the Watcher brought a smile to her face for the first time since the sun had gone down that day.

 

Good old Giles, who had begun the search for the elusive cure to the whole werewolf curse, without either of them having to ask. Of course, that was just Giles being, well Giles. He saw the Slayer and her misfit band of helpers as being his kids. In the end all that really mattered was that two of his kids needed him to be there with all the answers and Giles was determined to get those answers, one way or another.

 

Another howl from the cage brought Willow out of her silent musings. Kneeling in front of the cage she found herself returning the steady gaze of the werewolf locked behind the specially reinforced book cage's bars. “Hey Baby, you feeling lonely?” she questioned with a small smile. She had discovered early in their relationship that the werewolf was less active when it was just the two of them in the library. She also learned that the wolf was fiercely protective of her, having torn open the cage the one and only time a group of vampires had invaded the school. The werewolf had slaughtered the fledglings in a violent rage that ended with Faith having to use the tranquilizer gun on the furious wolf. And yet strangely the wolf had made no attempt to attack any of the gang that had been present in the library at the time of the assault aside from Xander who had gotten a bit too close to Willow for the wolf's liking.

 

The wolf responded by cocking its massive head to one side and giving a little whimper. Somewhere in its subconscious it recognized the strange smelling one on the other side of the cage as its mate.  The wolf didn't know how it got in this strange place but its mate was here too so everything was okay. At least that loud smelling one wasn't here too like last time, it annoyed the wolf with all its meaningless chatter. Of course, all the two-legged creatures tended to annoy the wolf, all except for its mate, who was always there to make the unpleasant stay in the hateful cage less lonely. 

 

Although the wolf really wanted to know how its mate got on the other side of the cage when it couldn't...well there was that one time when its mate was being attacked. The wolf couldn't remember what had happened when it tried to rid itself of the loud smelling one trying to get to its mate. The wolf had hoped that it had finally killed the loud one but the annoying creature came back the next night to taunt the wolf once more. Only the continued presence of its mate kept the wolf from breaking free again. As long as its mate was safe it could tolerate being locked away, it had proven that it could easily break out of its prison if need be, but its mate seemed to be happy here, so the wolf stayed to please her.

 

“It's almost dawn,” Willow said keeping eye contact with the wolf. “You can show me that new song you were working on when you're a little less furry.” Her eyes lighting up at the thought of watching her love play. She always got a kick out of being able to say that she was dating a musician. That she, little Willow Rosenberg was dating someone in a rock band, and not just any band either.  No, the house band at the Bronze was rapidly making a name for itself in the surrounding area as an up and coming group. Willow grew silent for a moment noting the time with a heavy heart. It was later than she realized - almost dawn now - soon Giles would be arriving to open up the library to the rest of the school. Like it was ever used by anyone other than the rest of the gang.

 

Although there was that one foreign exchange student that actually used it for an entire semester once, Willow had never saw Giles more excited since she had known him. Smiling softly at the fond memory she shook her head to clear it, only to have the action mirrored by the werewolf who was still studying her on the other side of the book cage, bringing her back to the here and now.

 

Laughing at the wolf's antics, her smile grew larger, in a few moments

The curse would be releasing its grip on the other half of her soul. It was an event that Willow always looked forward to and dreaded at the same time. On one hand it meant that Willow could hold her musician once again without fear of being ripped apart, and on the other, it meant watching while her very heart was twisted in a vice as she watched the transformation from wolf to human. She just knew that her love was in agony whenever the dreaded 'change' happened, regardless of the many claims otherwise to that fact.

 

It was during these times that Willow's hatred of 'him' was at its strongest, one of the few times that little Willow Rosenberg ever felt murderous rage toward another human being, and had come very close to actually acting on such thoughts. Still, she refused to look away from her love as the change began. She could never bring herself to look away, to pretend like some of the others that one of their own did not go through this type of torture every time the moon was full.

 

Today was no different as the wolf suddenly moved to the back of the cage, as if to spare its mate having to witness the dreaded change that had begun. The wolf howled in pain and rage. 'No' it screamed in its mind, not understanding the strange pain that seemed to twist and tear at its very being. The wolf wanted to stay with its mate, together like they were supposed to be.

 

“Buffy,” Willow whispered as the wolf's body was racked with pain as the terrible metamorphosis begun its cruel job of transforming the body of a werewolf back to that of a teenage girl once more. “Damn you Oz! You WILL pay for this!” Willow vowed once again, tears running unchecked down her face, as she gripped the bars of the cage with white knuckles, praying yet again that all of this was just some terrible nightmare and that she would awaken at any moment.

 

From the floor at the back of the cage, Buffy Summers slowly lifted her head, subconsciously searching for her girlfriend, who she knew was standing on the other side of the cage. No matter how hard she tried to persuade her otherwise, Willow always insisted on being there when she 'woke up' so to speak. “Wills.” Buffy said in a breathless voice with a little smile.

 

Who was she kidding she wanted Willow here just as much as the redhead wanted to be here. Buffy doubted she would have been able to get through the last several months without Willow's support. “Ah, you think you can get my clothes?” She asked with a playful grin.

 

Her question seemed to break the other girl out of the trance she seemed to have falling into. With a shaky laugh Willow dug into her pocket for the key, absently wiping at the tears still falling from her eyes. 'Everything is okay now. Buffy is human again and we don't have to do this for another month.'  She told herself firmly, unlocking the cage and going to retrieve Buffy's clothes.

 

“You'll pay for this Oz.” A figured whispered fiercely from the safety of the stacks, allowing the two young girls to collect themselves in private. “If it's the last thing I do, you will pay!”

 

The End?

 

 

 

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