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“Everybody’s
looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You
find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be
Some
find it in the face of their children
Some
find it in their lovers eyes
Who
can’t deny the joy it brings
When
you’ve found that special thing
You’re flying without wings
Some
find it sharing every morning
Some
in the solitary lives
You
find it in the works of others
A
simple line can make you laugh or cry
You find it in the deepest friendship
The
kind you cherish all your life
And
when you know how much that means
When
you’ve found that special thing
You’re flying without wings
So
impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
‘Cos
who’s to know
Which one you let go
Would make you complete”
~ Westlife, Flying Without Wings ~
<<<<<<<>>>>>>>
Joyce smiled at Buffy before sitting next to her
half asleep daughter on the bed. “Wake
up sleepyhead. You don’t want to be
late for your first day do you?”
“Do I have to go?
I should wait a few days... you know to get used to the town.” Joyce followed Buffy’s gaze to the
wheelchair sitting next to the bed. She
patted Buffy on the leg.
“I know that kids can be cruel but honey you have
to go back sometime. Besides you don’t
know what these kids will be like.
That’s why we decided to give Sunnydale a chance.” Buffy
felt the tears forming behind her eyelids. Joyce stood up placing a kiss between the
twin scars on Buffy's forehead. “Do you
need help?”
Before the accident she had been independent, she’d
even been a cheerleader but now she had to rely on her mom for help with the
things she would have done with ease just a year ago. “I’ll be all right.” At
times she felt like crawling out of her skin at how dependent she was on other
people.
“Okay. I’ll
be in the kitchen.”
Buffy waited until she heard Joyce moving around in
the kitchen before pulling the covers off her useless legs and she damned the
drunk driver for the millionth time. If
only she hadn’t agreed to go out to dinner with her dad that night. If only they had stayed a second longer at
the restaurant then the other car wouldn’t have hit them. But all the if only’s couldn’t change the
past.
<<<<<<<>>>>>>>
“You must be Buffy Summers.” Buffy looked up from the computer she was
typing at when a redheaded girl sat next to her. Buffy felt her heart skip a beat when she looked into the girls
beautiful green eyes. They held the
same sadness that she often saw when she looked in the mirror.
“Uh, yeah.”
“Oh, I’m Willow.
The troll wanted me to show you around but I was running late this
morning.”
“The troll?”
Willow brushed her on the arm when she bent down to
pick up a book and a tiny bolt of electricity passed between them. “Principal
Snyder. Anyway, I see you found the
computer class.” Buffy could feel the
energy coming from Willow but before she could say anything the bell rang
signaling the end of class. Buffy
waited for the classroom to empty before rolling into the crowded hallway.
Willow fell into step beside the her and a dark
haired guy ran up and slung his arm across Willow's shoulders. “Man Wills I’m glad you’re back, Snyder
wasn’t buying my story.” Xander glanced
at Buffy. “Who’s this? I'm Xander.”
“This is Buffy.
She’s from, um, I’m not sure where she’s from.” Xander pulled a twinkie out of his backpack
and stuffed it into his mouth before wiping his sticky hands on his blue
jeans.
He pulled out another twinkie and stuck it in his
mouth. Buffy couldn’t help but laugh at
him. He reminded her of one of her
closet friends from Hemery.
“Wuft.” She
translated that as what.
“You eat like a pig.” Willow opened the library door and Buffy followed Xander in.
“I’ve been trying to tell him that for years but he
doesn’t listen.” A dark haired girl sat with her feet on a long table in the
middle of the room. An older man,
surrounded by books frowned at the girl.
“How did slaying go last night, Willow?”
Xander coughed drawing the older man's
attention. “Oh hello, er, um, how can I
help you?”
Buffy felt the tension in the air. “I, um, I need books.” The man, flipped the
book that he was reading shut and stood up.
“Good, I’m Giles, er, Mr. Giles... the
librarian. What did you say your name
was?”
“Buffy
Summers.” Buffy placed the schedule
that she'd pulled out of her pocket onto her legs. She didn’t like the look that the man was giving her. Out of all the changes that had happened in
her life she couldn’t stand the looks of pity people would give her when they
thought she wasn’t watching. Most of
them came from teenagers and young kids and she could understand that. They didn’t know better but when the looks
came from adults all she could feel was hatred towards them. “Why don’t I come back when it’s less busy.”
Willow watched Buffy exit through the library doors
before turning to Giles. She could feel
her face starting to turn red. “Why did you just run her off like that!”
“I didn’t run her off... she left on her own free
will.” Giles crossed to his office and returned a second later with another
book in his hand. He placed the book
between Willow and Faith ignoring the fuming Slayer. “Here read this.”
recognized the young girl that I have been secretly watching for
the last
month. She has yet to begin breathing
on her own and
that
blasted contraption remains attached to her head. The
doctors
have told me that it is a halo brace and it will keep her
shattered
backbone immobile while her body continues its slow
recovery. The doctors have also
informed me that Ms. Summers will
never
walk again. That is what brought about
my trip to the
hospital
today. I needed proof that she will not
be able to
perform
her duties and that is what I saw today.
I am heading
back to
England within the week to request the calling of a
different
slayer. I wish the best of luck to the
forgotten
slayer. - Merrick, watcher
<<<<<<<>>>>>>>
Willow walked next to Faith through the
graveyard. Her slayer senses were still
tingling from the slight contact with Buffy earlier in the day. She had felt the jolt when they touched but
the blonde hadn’t seemed to notice.
“Spill it Red.”
Willow stopped walking and sat down on a headstone and watch the
brunette pace in front of her.
“Why do you think there's something to spill?”
“Well first you answered my question with a
question. Second you’ve barely said a
word all night. Usually you can’t stop
babbling and I have a feeling this has to do with a certain wheelchair bound
blonde babe who should have been the slayer, but instead you were called and
when the master drowned you, I was called... and you get the point.”
“And you say I’m the babbler.”
“Well...”
“Did you see her green eyes? They were intense. And when we touched in computer class it was like wow.”
Faith punched Willow in the arm. “Someone has a crush.”
“I do not...”
Willow melted under the younger Slayer’s intense gaze. “Well okay I do, but I’m sure Buffy’s not
into me like that. She thinks of me
only as a friend.”
“She likes you in same ways that you like her.”
“You’re lying.”
Willow blushed knowing that Faith wasn’t lying about this. She’d caught Buffy looking at her a couple
times in the hallway during the day.
Faith pretended to look offended. “Have I ever lied to you before?”
“Do you want me to answer that?”
“No. But
I’m not lying to you about this. She
likes you.”
“You think?”
“Yeah I do.
It’s the weekend, you should take her out to lunch.”
“I don’t even have her address.” Faith stopped pacing in front of her giving
her fellow Slayer a wicked smile.
“Where there’s a will, there’s a way. And seeing how you’re Will there has to be a
way.”
“Everybody's looking for that something
One
thing that makes it all complete
You
find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be
Some
find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lovers’ eyes
Who
can’t deny the joy it brings
When
you’ve found that special thing
You’re flying without wings
Some
find it sharing every morning
Some
in the solitary lives
You
find it in the works of others
A
simple line can make you laugh or cry
You
find it in the deepest friendship
The
kind you cherish all your life
And
when you know how much that means
When
you’ve found that special thing
You're flying without wings
So
impossible as they may seem
You’ve got to fight for every dream
‘Cos
who’s to know
Which one you let go
Would make you complete.”
~ Westlife, Flying Without Wings ~
Willow walked next to Buffy her hand resting
lightly on the back of Buffy’s chair.
It was as close to holding her hand as possible.
“I love that you get cold when it’s seventy-one
degrees out, I love
that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich,
I love that you get a little crinkle above your nose when you’re lookin’ at me
like I’m nuts, I love that after I spend the day with you, I can still smell
your perfume on my clothes and I love that you are the last person I want to
talk to before I go to sleep at night.
And it’s not because I’m lonely, and it’s not because it’s New Year’s
Eve. I came here tonight because when
you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the
rest of your life to start as soon as possible.”
Buffy paused, trying to read the expression on
Willow's face. “Are you saying what I think you're saying?”
“Oh no, of course not. It was just my turn for a quote, right? So that was me taking my
turn.” Willow let her hand fall to her
side when Buffy started moving again.
She silently cursed herself for not being brave enough to tell Buffy how
she felt.
“Oh.” Buffy
fought to keep the disappointment out of her voice. She promised herself that she wouldn't get her hopes up when
Willow had asked her out.
After almost three weekends of lunches, ‘walks’ in
the park and near kisses she thought that their friendship was starting to
become more than just friendship. “I. . . I don’t know.”
“When Harry Met Sally. Your turn.” If Buffy was
going to let it drop then Willow wasn’t going to argue.
“I see dead people.”
“What!
Where?” Willow dropped into a
fighting stance in front of Buffy, a stake appearing in her hands. She scanned the area seeing and sensing
nothing out of the ordinary.
“What are you doing Will? Is that a stake?”
“It’s not a stake.
It’s a, um, a toothpick.”
“What do you think I am, Stupid?” Buffy started around Willow hot tears
streaming down her face.
“Buffy wait!”
Willow grabbed Buffy’s wheels.
“I can explain.”
“Let go of my wheelchair!”
“Okay. You
give me no choice.”
“Willow!”
Buffy screamed as she was pulled out of her chair and over
Willow’s shoulder.
Willow ignored Buffy’s fingernails digging into her
back and took off for the library.
Their screaming was bound to attract something
evil.
<<<<>>>>
“A Vampire Slayer?” Buffy looked at the librarian skeptically and then at Willow
sitting beside her. She crossed her
arms.
“Y-yes.
I-Into each generation a Slayer is born, one girl in all the world, a
Chosen One, one born with the strength and the skill to hunt vampires, to stop
their evil. . .”
Giles trailed off when Faith banged through the
library doors and up to Buffy. “Here ya
go B. One handy dandy wheelchair ready
for use.” Faith jumped out of the chair.
It had been fun to use on the way to the library but she was glad that
she could just get out of it at anytime.
“I-I need to go.”
Buffy pulled herself into the chair.
“Let me go with you?” Willow pleaded. Buffy
hadn’t said a word to her since she sat her in the chair over an hour ago.
Buffy turned at the doorway. “I don’t pretend to understand what or who
you are but you should have come clean with me instead of pretending to be my
friend. I really wanted to get to know
you.”
She let the doors bang behind her.
<<<<>>>>
The air was freezing as Buffy fought for
breath. Blurry images played before her
eyes. There was a terrible buzzing and bleeping. She felt incredible numbness as her eyes cleared enough that she
could see the tangled mess of metal.
Human shaped images darted around her but she couldn’t focus. They were saying something but she couldn’t
hear.
The scene shifted and she was in the computer
room. She saw Willow lean down to get
her dropped book. And when they
touched, darkness engulfed her.
<<<<>>>>
“Everybody’s looking for that something
One
thing that makes it all complete
You
find it in the strangest places
Places
you never knew it could be
Some
find it in the face of their children
Some
find it in their lovers’ eyes
Who
can’t deny the joy it brings
When
you’ve found that special thing
You’re flying without wings
Some find it sharing every morning
Some
in the solitary lives
You
find it in the works of others
A
simple line can make you laugh or cry
You
find it in the deepest friendship
The
kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
When
you’ve found that special thing
You’re flying without wings
So
impossible as they may seem
You’ve got to fight for every dream
‘Cos
who’s to know
Which one you let go
Would make you complete
~ Westlife, Flying Without Wings ~
Willow watched the doors bang shut. She felt tears start to form in her eyes but
held back the urge to cry. She wouldn’t
cry. Not in front of Giles and
definitely not in front of Faith.
Why hadn’t she just told Buffy what she was
completely head over heels for her? Why
couldn’t she have just ‘come clean’
as Buffy put it about the slaying?
“Willow.” Giles was next to her, his hand resting
on her shoulder. But she barely
noticed. Things had happened so
fast. She wasn’t really sure what had
happened.
Giles saw lost look through the tears that had
started to roll down Willow’s face.
Normally he would tell her to ignore what had just happened. He would tell her that matters of the heart
shouldn’t affect her sacred duty. But
he knew that Buffy Summers had directly affected Willows sacred duty. And he knew that neither could survive
without the other.
“Willow. Go after her. Don’t let her be alone right
now. She needs you and you need her.
You’re her chosen protector. She’s defenseless against the darkness.”
One second she was starring into the eyes of her
watcher knowing he spoke the truth. The
next second pain shot through her and she stumbled forward barely staying on
her feet.
Hands steadied her. Helping her into a chair.
But she felt nothing but the pain.
Nauseating pain and complete numbness.
The bond that had been crackling since Buffy had fled moments earlier
suddenly started to fade.
Willow stumbled to her feet. They barely wanted to function but she made
them. Buffy was in trouble. Every cell in her body was telling her to
hurry. She couldn’t seem to get them to
move fast enough and she barely felt Giles and Faith supporting her. Her vision started to fade and she felt the
world shift.
<<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>>
Before her was only darkness and then the brightest
light that Willow had ever seen. Buffy
was standing before her. Laughter
filled her face. And the sun glinted
off her hair forming a halo. Suddenly
all laughter left and pain overtook her features.
“If you love me you’ll be there.”
“Where?” Willow tried to move forward but couldn’t.
Paralysis had set in and she couldn’t move.
“Now you know what its like. It's going to be hard.”
“What is?”
Willow tried to move her hands, legs, anything but she couldn’t. Fear had completely over come her. And Buffy made no move to help her.
“They’re waiting for you.” She watched as Buffy
pointed towards her. An image formed separating
her from Buffy. Faith and Giles were
leaning over her. Trying to get her to
wake up. She was still in the library
and a jacket had been placed under her head.
The image started to flicker and just as suddenly
as it appeared it disappeared. Buffy was next to her but she still made no move
to touch her.
“Looks like they truly love you. I’m not going to
be able to do it alone.”
“Do what?”
She watched Buffy’s hand slowly touch her face and
she felt the paralysis slowly start to recede. “It won’t be easy. Much harder than the first time.” It seemed
like a haze had filled the room when Buffy’s lips gently touched hers.
As soon as she started to kiss back Buffy dropped
like a sack to the ground. And a
whisper floated up to her.
“It’ll be hard but only you can help.”
“Everybody’s looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be.”
It was like she had taken a vacation from her
body. Or at least she had taken a break
from it. She could see her body
convulsing on the floor where she must have fallen. Her wheelchair lay tipped over, just out of reach.
A brown figure moved over her with speed that she
didn’t know existed. It was a mass of
fur and teeth. Inhuman growls turned
into human screams of terror as it latched onto her limp legs. With a furry it tore into the flesh and
suddenly she wasn’t watching from outside her body.
+++++++++++++++++++++++++
Willow lurched upright from her position on the
floor. She clutched at her legs, pain
ripping through them like she had never felt before. Tears ran down her face and she barely managed to stay conscious.
Suddenly she was stumbling towards the checkout
counter with no knowledge of even getting up.
She felt helpless and disconnected from her body as Buffy’s terror and
pain swept over her. She was terrified
of the intensity of the pain, knowing that her resistance to pain was higher
than that of other people.
Willow struggled to project strength and love
towards the connection that was flickering in and out. Time was of the essence and she felt her
vision start to waver again but she would not pass out again.
Buffy needed her.
++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Willow felt detached, as if she was moving in slow
motion. She watched the beast fall onto
Buffy. She felt the cold metal leave
her hands and she heard the dart gun hit the floor. She could feel her body moving forward but all she could see was
the mangled mess of the girl that she loved.
Buffy could feel the dead weight of the beast as it
lay on her but she didn’t have the strength to push it off. She suddenly felt exhausted. All she wanted to do was sleep. She barely felt the weight being lifted off
her. And she barely heard Willow
whispering that everything would be okay.
She was so cold despite Willow’s warm hands on her face.
Willow felt the connection start to flicker out. Buffy’s blood ran from deep wounds on most
of her body. She tore strips of her
coat and wrapped it around the worst.
The contents of her stomach started to rise and her
hands shook as she gently wrapped Buffy’s mangled legs. Bones were visible beneath torn muscle and
flesh and sirens wailed in the distance.
Still Willow felt detached.
“You find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
When you’ve found that special thing
You’re flying without wings
So impossible as they may seem
You’ve got to fight for every dream
Which one you let go
Would make you complete.”
The sky was falling,
heaven was calling.
When danger crashes,
rose from the ashes.
I still hear the never-ending echo of
those screams.
But it's a life not made for reliving,
it's a life that makes your soul
forgiving.
We sealed our bond from the beginning.
Aching, affection,
vulnerable protection;
falling, captured,
crawling, rapture.
The sky was falling.
The wind rustled the treetops creating a
lulling whistle. Birds chirped in the distance and she could hear the
faint laughter of children at play. Her eyes were closed and she leaned
her head back. The sun warmed her face starting a light tan.
She didn't know how long she stayed in
that position. Somehow she didn't care that she hadn't the slightest clue
as to where she was. She realized that for the first time in over a year
she was completely happy and content. There was nothing here that she had
to worry about. She could just relax and allow the gentle breeze to
lull her into peace.
The sun settled in the distance but the
light never completely disappeared. The laughter continued and the birds
sang merrily. She closed her eyes, letting the songs lull her into sleep.
<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>>
Joyce sat next to the bed stroking her
daughter's once soft hair.
Now it was greasy and tinted pink with
dried blood. She damned the Gods for making her daughter go through this
again. And she damned the Gods for not giving her family a chance for
peace.
"You're going to get better
`cause…" Her mind drifted back to when she had said those exact same words
almost a year ago. She had been
so still. The machines breathing
air in and out of her lungs. And then she woke up, terrified and unable
to move.
But this time it was
different. Buffy wasn't in a coma and fighting for life. She
had made it through the night and the Doctor's felt confident that she was out
of danger.
But she wouldn't be the same.
She brushed a strand of blond hair off
her forehead carefully avoiding the white bandages that covered the left side
of her daughter's face. Tears formed in her eyes and she closed them
quickly. There was a time for crying but now wasn't it.
"Mrs. Summers?"
Willow hovered nervously in the
doorway. She had wanted to visit earlier but the doctor's wouldn't allow
it. So she had left the hospital and wandered around Sunnydale until she
ended up back at the hospital in the early morning hours. She hadn't
changed and was still covered in Buffy's blood.
The pain that she had felt in the school
had ended when she shot the animal. But she wanted the pain. She
felt she deserved the pain, not Buffy.
"Willow come here."
Willow heard the tears in the soft voice of Buffy's mother and that scared her
more than she wanted to admit.
The older woman was always strong when it
came to Buffy. Willow had never seen her when she was anything but in
control.
Now, no one was in control. Giles
was at the library desperately doing research. Xander had shed tears at
the news and she had spent the last several hours walking around coated in
blood.
Slowly almost unsure of what would
happen, Willow moved further into the room until she was next to the bed.
She felt the connection grow just a little bit stronger and she breathed a sigh
of relief despite the damage that had been done.
Her eyes moved over Buffy's body taking
in the damage. The left side of her face was covered in white gauze that
was starting to turn red. Her left arm was in a cast and lay on top of
the pink blanket. The thick bandages on her right arm stuck out against
the blue blanket. For a second she couldn't move her gaze away from the
blood being drained from beneath the bandages.
Tears once again formed in her eyes when
she saw the sheet dip just above where her right knee should have been.
Her legs lay bandaged on the blanket; tubes drained blood from them.
"T-the doctors say that there was
too m-much damage. They had to…" Joyce trailed off at the look on
Willow's face. Hastily she tried to reassure the girl. "Buffy has
been through a lot. She's going to need several reconstructive surgeries and
therapy but she'll make it through this. We just have to be there for
her."
<<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>
"I'm not going to be able to do it
alone."
"Do what?"
She watched Buffy's hand slowly touch her
face and she felt the paralysis slowly start to recede. "It won't be
easy. Much harder than the first time." It seemed like a haze had
filled the room when Buffy's lips gently touched hers.
As soon as she started to kiss back Buffy
dropped like a sack to the ground. And a whisper floated up to her.
"It'll be hard but only you can
help."
<<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>
Willow nodded blindly to Joyce, as the
vision from last night overwhelmed her. "I will Mrs. Summers.
I promise."
"I know you will." Willow
wouldn't let herself take comfort in Joyce's hug. She was to blame for
this. She should have reacted sooner instead of passing out. She
shouldn't have let Buffy go.
In that second she knew what she had to
do. She had to let go of her stupid insecurities and beg Buffy to forgive
her.
<<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>
She felt the sun on her face and a hand
gently stroking her hair. Slowly, not wanting to disturb the peace, she
opened her eyes.
"Hey Sweetie."
"Am I Dead?" He laughed
and she felt her heart melt just a little, but the pain of what had happened
still made it hard when it came to him.
"No Baby. You're just resting
so your body can recover."
"My Body?" Fog seemed to
cover her brain as soon as she opened her eyes. She couldn't remember how
she had gotten here. Or why she was
even here. She realized she didn't know where here was, someplace between
this and that. She wasn't sure. But she knew that he wasn't
supposed to be here. Or maybe she wasn't suppose to be there?
"Daddy I'm sorry for..."
"Sshh!" He gently touched
her lips, stopping her.
"Here…" He motioned around them.
The sun was just shining over the treetops. "Here it doesn't
matter. I need you to do something." He held out his hand to
her.
Buffy looked at him quizzically.
Didn't he know? Of course he didn't know. He was… He was dead
because of her. "Daddy I can't. You know, don't
you?" She pulled her hand out of his and scooted further away from.
Hank felt tears form in his eyes seeing
her drag her body away from him. His oldest daughter had always been
stubborn and he knew that his mission would not be easy but it had to be done.
"Do you trust me?"
"I can't."
"You can. Take my hand."
She had been scared many times in her
life. When she first woke up unable to move. When her mom told her
that they were moving to Sunnydale. When that thing had attacked her in
the hallway. But she had never been as scared as when she took her
fathers hand.
"Daddy?" She tried to keep the fear
out her voice as he pulled her into a standing position. Her legs tried
to buckle but they didn't. She was standing. She could feel the grass
beneath her feet and the wind licking at her legs.
Hank couldn't help but smile at the
expression on her face. Sun glinted off her hair and joyous laughter
burst from her lips.
Just as suddenly it disappeared.
"This isn't real is it? I have to go back now don't I?"
"They need you down there but you
need to see something first."
The ground shifted and she was in a
hospital room. Her hospital room. Willow asleep in the chair next
to her bed, clothes matted with dried blood. The fog lifted from her
brain and she felt pain.
+++++++++++
She had been in a lot of pain in her life
but nothing was like this. Every nerve in her body felt like it had been
hit with a nuclear blast. She tried to open her eyes but the light was to
bright and she felt herself starting to fall back into the abyss of peaceful
nothingness.
Someone was stroking her face and she
felt love and sorrow coming from them. "Here." Something
cold was pressed against her lips. Ice chips. Her mind told her. Willow
it told her a second later.
Willow watched the pain become visible on
Buffy's face and she felt the weight of what had happen press down on
her. She angrily wiped the tears. She didn't deserve to cry.
She wasn't the one in a hospital bed.
"I… I don't blame you." Buffy
whispered knowing instantly what Willow was thinking. She didn't know how
but she felt everything that
Willow felt and thought. "It
was my choice to leave." She smiled. "It's okay to say
it."
Buffy." Willow whispered her
heart lodge in her throat. "I felt that thing attack you and I
thought I had lost you. You mean everything to me. Please don't
ever do this to me again. I need you, Buffy. I can't live without
you. Promise me you won't leave me."
Tears formed in her eyes listening to
Willow pour her heart out. She didn't deserve the love that the redhead
gave her unconditionally. She couldn't give Willow the things that she
deserved. She wouldn't be able to provide the life that Willow should have. She shouldn't have to
spend everyday taking care of her. Buffy knew that Willow didn't care
about that. And if she did then she'd deny it.
"Buffy?" Willow
whispered, seeing the scared look in Buffy's eyes and tears streaming down her
face. "What is it? Are you okay? Do you need a doctor."
"I'm okay." She whispered
her voice sounding weak to her ears. Suddenly everything hit her.
The fight.
Leaving the library.
That thing attacking her.
Seeing her father.
Walking.
She had walked.
"I can't… "
"Can't what?" Willow
brought Buffy's injured hand to her lips gently kissing it. Her other
hand went to Buffy's face carefully avoiding the bandages on her face.
Absently she rubbed circles on her cheek. "What can't you do?"
Willow's touch felt so right but it was
so wrong. She couldn't and wouldn't let Willow throw her life away
because of her.
"I… I'm going to be… I can't
do things other people can." She suddenly felt drained. Her
eyelids were so heavy and she could barely keep them open. The events of
the last few days suddenly rushed upon her and begged her to slip into
darkness.
"It doesn't matter to me
Buffy. You've taught me that it was okay to be different. That
people shouldn't be ashamed of being different. But most importantly you
taught me that true love comes from right here…" Willow tapped her
heart. "Not from what's on the outside. And I WILL NOT give up
on you. And I AM NOT going to let you slip away from me. Because I
love you and I will always love you Buffy Summers. If I have to fight the
hounds of Hell to prove it I will. And nothing that could ever happen will
change the fact that you are beautiful, and smart… and… and the only person I
want to spend the rest of my life with."
The last few words choked out of her as
she slumped over Buffy's body, the emotion of everything that had happened
catching up with her. "It doesn't matter." She whispered
into Buffy's chest. "I love you."
"I love you too." Her
words were a faint whisper lost in the humming of machines and tears.
Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be
Some find it in the face of their
children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings.
FINIS